I lost all my creativity. Dealing with your continuous rejection while taking everything from me. I lost all my trust because everytime I convince myself you don’t actually see me as your stepping stone, you go and shut me out. I am loosing my self esteem because I am good enough to be your support, bank, cheerleader and sounding board and yet you omit things, act mysterious and never show me off.
I wonder if you are afraid of losing me, you should be. I will loose all 200 pounds of you before I loose anymore of me.